Ahmed Mekky - Atr AL Hayah | أحمد مكى - قطر الحياة فيديو كليب - YouTube

Every round for the hour hand in a clock My lifetime passes and leaks

People n' life change Even the iron gets rusty

Only I keep standing still Some folks chose a path that prospered Some folks chose a path n' lost n' failed

My feelings are cruel n' rough When people see you a failure

Your pa, ma, brothers and your friends see you jobless n' Useless

Go son search n' try Broken tired of trying

Every time I try to score a goal turns out to be a foul

I neither have a skill nor a connection My loss is such a loss My last pedal push after the gas is over

Every job interview they say turn back your papers r' just useless

A flash back made me count my years turned out that I am thirty I counted again n' again n' I was alarmed

I looked into the mirror I saw a few grey hairs n' my dad still provides for the house

n' that I'm treated by my family like a heavy burden, I am a case in point My self-confidence is became no morality ,n' success is an impossibility

I want to run away from myself my state n' from my family from life

I hope I find a life that I could escape to even for a second

Until one day my friend said, that he'd tell me the way The friend is who gives advice listen up then all the way

He said there's a sweet buzz tonight

I said hash he said B.S I said I'm off

He said you're never a junky from first prick At night he induced n' it was first prick

joints melted, relaxed my spirit vanished I blabbered within outside me was muted

My gloom was lost my vision fainted Every problem died out n' disappeared to waste

Hours flew in seconds n' the company back in session at home by dawn my folks were asleep

Buried myself under the blanket frozen Fast asleep in seconds as if anaesthetized

The train of life passes year in year out N' I'm the same I'm just a year old

Life is as it is I'm still as I was I'm sick n' tired of life you can say I'm fed up

I sobered, back to real somber strife a day, slow like it was months or a year,

I wish day to pass my stuff is so near I'd be King, away from the world of fear

The pals paid for my stuff for I was invited It's done,I'm in,n' the road's already painted

My pal surprised me saying it bluntly your dough would keep you floated ''where could I find enough to get me n' you stuff

" Shake your bucks man

from free stuff you are deprived agreed' ''agreed"

I went home n' the next day n' in dose time my body was if electrocuted My back'swhip lashed n' cracking ,in agony n' my nose is running

I want a' 'hit'' how to get the dough How to get the dough

I got loans from anyone l know

I snatched my bro's n' sister's lessons s' dough Everyone hated n' ran away from me

50,50,100,n' a100.I steal daily from the house,n' everyone suspected me

I sold all presents that were given to me,I'm out of money, until a super thought came to me

My mom's gold, sister's cell n' my brother's laptop

I stole all of them but my papa told me stop, He tried to hold my hand too tight I pushed him he looked at me how could I be his son n' able to hurt him

He took everything back n' locked the door behind him I asked the weirdest thing either

I get money or I'd commit a crime

He called me mad n' another thing All room doors started opening My fam did yet reach full reasoning He's maybe serious or just joking

I took my three year old niece to the window n' I was threatening Give me the dough or I I'll send her flying panicky tension,

n' my mom severely crying For a second I was sobering Said don't show your face again you

are not my son you are a devil you ugly thing I took the dough n' to my home I'm not returning

The train of life swiftly passes year in year out N' I'm the same I'm just a year old

Life is as it is I'm still as I was I'm sick n' tired of life you can say I'm fed up

I 'm lonely, left all my family n' friends Where can I get dough I have to find a road

Then I remembered a peer who always stayed alone, His dad has a job n' he lives abroad

To the same road I was pulled to I pulled him I found a new source of dough a home n' a friendly hand We take doses with his dough'' we never appeared

His dad's life savings in 4 months just vanished

Once we were dosing, he got a call that he hardly believed His dad went to ''I. Care'' he knew how his money was embezzled

Every nerve in my body trembled, the normal dose was useless so I increased

I saw my life history before me portrayed I poured more poison in my veins,

I wished I I'd die or like water would be evaporated

More 'n more I still increased n' increased ALL my body by yellow it covered

My friend panicked alarmed said Why are you so pale? You'resweaty, n' your body shaking as if bitten by an adder?

I'm soaked in sweat n' I feel so cold n' pained I was alarmed so I stood but fell to the ground

My body refused to respond n' my power was destroyed All's is fading n' gradually dimmed My last tragic life moments I witnessed My friend in panic watching my soul that departed

The train of life swiftly passes year in year out N' I'm the same I'm just a year old

Life is as it is I'm still as I was I'm sick n' tired of life you can say I'm fed up

My life ended swiftly I reviewed my life record completely I wasted n’ ruined

all my life entirely I regret every dark moment I lived immensely

God I beg a second chance to go back to life fully

I will go correct n’ straight endlessly It’s really tough to disappear from life totally When folks don’t remember any good you did perfectly